kai

If you give it away,
it will become more abundant.

If you take it selfishly,
you will cease to have it.

In these demon days it's so cold inside
So hard for a good soul to survive
You can't even trust the air you breathe
Cause Mother Earth wants us all to leave
When lies become reality
You numb yourself with drugs and TV
Pick yourself up it's a brand new day
So turn yourself round
Don't burn yourself, turn yourself
Turn yourself around into the sun!

To the sun, to the sun...
To the sun, to the sun...

-Gorillaz

"the Sun behind the Sun. ...The Silver Star is Sirius."

When I am silent, I hear.

When I close my eyes, I see.

control your mind!

lest someone else do it for you.

A: just keep bleeding

B: wake up and coagulate

Ego, is the fundamental source, for the addiction to self gratification.

We wish to destroy the ego, in order to awaken the higher dimensional self.

It is normal to experience fear, before the death of habitual thought patterns.

It is as if the human computer has become self-aware. And now has the ability to choose it’s own destiny. To “make up” your own mind. Liberated from the constructs which previously dominated traditional thought.

Mind Control VS Free Will

Let us not be brainwashed by the media and big business.
Rather, let us become aware of a fulfilled life untainted by the glorification of empty things.

Make-Believe

-kai

Disciple: Teacher, what is the secret of life?

Guru: Good judgment.

Disciple: How do I learn good judgment?

Guru: Experience.

Disciple: Where can I find experience?

Guru: Bad judgment!

i'm off to california for a week. i will miss all of you even more than i miss you already! (my job has turned me into a hermit. 11 hour dayz must end!). see you when i get back... i hope.

p.s. this train ride is going to be long and intense! mueahahawe!

Baker Clan VS. the Neighbor Hooligans in the epic battle of plum wars 2006. (i think i'll be stickie for the rest of the week!)

there is so much to say...
and yet, even more to hear.

Be who you are.
Not who you think you are.

In the world of the octopus, to behold is to understand.

so... that whole create your own reality stuff... yeah, it's real.

and if you seek God, you will find "Him".

fuckin sweet shit!

i had a moment, and have a lot more to learn.

Acts 2:17 "And it shall be in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of My Spirit upon all flesh, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams"

Tonight… I saw heaven
I felt the presents of God
I have the ability to create my own reality
Learn how to recreate your current reality
Drugs seem to work as a medicine
Though it seems that in order to ingest them
One must sacrifice a piece of themselves
Use them as a tool
They take the place of what can occur naturally
when you enter into spiritual bliss.

Meditate
Pray without ceasing


Sacrifice


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… what a trip!

I am a shaman, magician
The sun is purple
3D dimensions
I am for mental extensions.

You know the mind has a thousand eyes

Oohh, Que Terror

except when your wheel falls completely off in the middle of an intersection, and you almost get run over and dead! oh well, it has been quite the learning experience. i'm sure i would be making my grandfather proud. (it's in the blood).

To see a World in a grain of sand
And a Heaven in a wild flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour

- William Blake

peach, plum, pear